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Hmm.

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 15, 2010, 4:09 PM
Its been interesting this last month to say the least.  I've been diagnosed with PCOS (what is it with me and P disorders, first PTSD now this).  Yeah, all the stuff associated with PCOS has taken some getting used to.  Well, not so much the physical stuff since I've lived with it every day for as long as I can remember, but the emotional side of things- like the finding out how difficult it is going to be to conceive naturally.

I'm almost 26.  I'm at the stage in life where I'm ready to settle and spawn- I guess my body has other ideas though.

L is such a sweety.  When I get teary he's there to hug me and remind me that he loves me anyway.  Sappy chaos is sappy.  Its the little things which make me feel better- and he puts my heart at ease.

It seems that this month is just getting worse the further into it we go.  L's grandmother had a stroke on Tuesday and died later that day.  I'm still sort of numb over it.  She pretty much treated me as one of her kids too, and loved nothing more then a cup of tea and a chat.  My heart goes out to my MIL though- I can't imagine what it would be like to lose your mother.

*hugs* galore

chaos

  • Listening to: Dead by Sunrise 'Let Down'
  • Reading: doctor who ebooks
  • Watching: Doctor who of course

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Greetings Chaos. (Seems like quite a few people from Aywas are here.)

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Okay- I'm back. Since I've been on I lost one of my babies.

RIP Silk, I do miss you.

I'm planning on getting a tattoo of a stylised version of her done on my left fore arm- in between or over some of the scars.

Yeah scars. Hi everyone I'm Chaos, and I am a recovering self harmer. Like any addict I won't ever class myself as cured. I still want to cut some days but it is my strength and the support of my friends (Yes you Drakes) who keep me from reaching for a blade when the nights are darkest.
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