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Its been interesting this last month to say the least.  I've been diagnosed with PCOS (what is it with me and P disorders, first PTSD now this).  Yeah, all the stuff associated with PCOS has taken some getting used to.  Well, not so much the physical stuff since I've lived with it every day for as long as I can remember, but the emotional side of things- like the finding out how difficult it is going to be to conceive naturally. I'm almost 26.  I'm at the stage in life where I'm ready to settle and spawn- I guess my body has other ideas though. L is such a sweety.  When I get teary he's there to hug me and remind me that he loves me anyway.
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My art is still FAIL!art- but I have fun doing it. Hmm- life has been interesting to say the least.  My meds for my anxiety have had the dosage increased- which has been leaving me with dizzy spells. I lost one of my babies, Silk, back in December.  Its strange how I still miss her- its more bittersweet now- I watch the PEW two and they do something which reminds me of her- and all I can think is 'I could see Silk there in the thick of things'.  When I'm feeling down the girls- Mabs mainly- comes and snuggles in my hair- its not something she ever really did till I lost Silk- it could be me being overly sentimental but I like to think my ba
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Seriously :hugs: her and clings. You are *can't think of a word to sum up your awesomeness* *squees* lol
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Greetings Chaos. (Seems like quite a few people from Aywas are here.)

Thank you for watch.
Okay- I'm back. Since I've been on I lost one of my babies.

RIP Silk, I do miss you.

I'm planning on getting a tattoo of a stylised version of her done on my left fore arm- in between or over some of the scars.

Yeah scars. Hi everyone I'm Chaos, and I am a recovering self harmer. Like any addict I won't ever class myself as cured. I still want to cut some days but it is my strength and the support of my friends (Yes you Drakes) who keep me from reaching for a blade when the nights are darkest.